{"title": "I Wish I Simply Had Diabetes", "timestamp": 1749657730.8117914, "description": "When a person breaks a leg, everybody runs to help. When a person breaks a brain, everybody runs away in fear.\r\n\r\nFor the last few months or so I was getting worse and worse. From the symptoms of vertigo and headaches to insane levels of fatigue. I thought that I'm for sure sick with something very bad.", "author": {"avatar": "https://blenderdumbass.org/pictures/favicon.png", "bio": "Aka: J.Y. Amihud. A Jewish by blood, multifaceted artist with experience in film-making, visual effects, programming, game development, music and more. A philosopher at heart. An activist for freedom and privacy. Anti-Paternalist. A user of Libre Software. Speaking at least 3 human languages. 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Run a debugger of your brain, see what's wrong!", "username": "Troler", "id": 0}, {"text": "Hmm.. if blood-work didn't found anything it may mean two things: \r\n1) tests ran on blood were too narrow (i think there are a LOT of tests in some extended package..) \r\nor \r\n2) the issue may be structural - in my case - it was the disks in my neck part of spine.. basically - I would extend my chin forward, and that limited the amount of blood coming in/out of brain - and create some nasty headaches.. sometimes for days. Same thing if sleeping in \"improper\" position/too long. \r\nBut of course - every brain differs.. Try to analyze correlations - what intensifies the symptoms, it could be posture, delayed reaction to food, the ink on receipts is toxic, or the high-pitched (inaudible) whine of some fan on the ceiling failing (kid You not)..\r\nYou've got awesome Detective skills: use them :)", "username": "HeadLess", "id": 1}]}, "hashtags": ["vertigo", "diabetes", "mentalhealth", "health", "work", "depression"], "not_ai_proof": "", "tab": "articles", "url": "https://blenderdumbass.org/articles/i_wish_i_simply_had_diabetes", "languages": {}, "warning": "Mental Health"}