{"title": "The Psycho-Sexual analysis of Blender Dumbass", "timestamp": 1769201496.9057999, "description": "People change. People change! People grow. People adopt. People change their minds about things. People learn new things everyday. People form opinions. People change. And so have I. I notice something rather strange about people that come into contact with me without prior knowledge of what I do and how I think. I remember the other day on mastodon being bombarded with hate for seemingly no reason what so ever. I either said something good about Richard Stallman, or said something slightly too vague about one thing or another. I know I held opinions that I'm not proud of today. I know I probably have opinions right now that I will change in the future. People change.\r\n\r\nTherefor I decided that it would be a good idea, both for the sake of my mental health and just as an example of said change, to talk to you about myself. To psycho-sexually analyze what I stand for. What I believe in. And most importantly: how I got to this point. How I changed to be where I am today. Yet, in a strange kind of way I am slightly afraid of strangers when it comes to my psychology. It is my private life, after all. And I don't want to reveal everybody everything about me. The good, the bad and the ugly. And then the ugly, the bad and the good. I don't want to give haters the platform to hate. So I suppose this is the perfect excuse to use the [fediverse gimmick](/articles/introducing_the_fediverse_fandomhood_gimmick) I came up with, the other day. Basically you have to be at least somewhat of a fan of me and / or my work, in order for me to feel okay with sharing with you all this private, highly emotional, stuff. Don't worry about it. If you are a fan, this is going to be a piece of cake for you. The website will just check that you are, and everything is going to be okay. For everybody else, perhaps, this article isn't for you.", "author": {"avatar": "https://blenderdumbass.org/pictures/favicon.png", "bio": "Aka: J.Y. Amihud. A Jewish by blood, multifaceted artist with experience in film-making, visual effects, programming, game development, music and more. A philosopher at heart. An activist for freedom and privacy. Anti-Paternalist. A user of Libre Software. Speaking at least 3 human languages. The writer and director of the 2023 film \"Moria's Race\" and the lead developer of it's game sequel \"Dani's Race\".\r\n\r\n[My Story](/about/who_is_blender_dumbass_)\r\n\r\nMore links to me ( view page source to see how I did those ):\r\n\r\n![internetarchive](https://archive.org/search?query=creator%3A%22J.Y.Amihud%22) ![imdb](https://www.imdb.com/name/nm15214305) ![notabug](http://notabug.org/jyamihud) ![odysee](https://odysee.com/@blenderdumbass:f) ![codeberg](https://codeberg.org/blenderdumbass/)", "invited": ["AngryAlien", "Erwinjitsu", "trueauracoral", "Cricetus", "elban", "Troler", "johny", "RowdyJoe", "adgbeveridge", "doublelion", "alkyilcycloalke", "jedi66", "WanchaiMike", "Trolli123", "ddd", "ByteBlast", "dolphinana", "Madiator2011", "Uriel_Cohen", "mk-la", "TestUser", "Mr._MotherFucker", "MorsMortium", "cptbichez", "dbbs", "Xavi", "test", "Ozoned", "Tcll"], "invited_by": "blenderdumbass", "title": "Blender Dumbass", "website": "blenderdumbass.org", "mastodon": "@blenderdumbass@mastodon.online", "username": "blenderdumbass", "email_verified": true, "jami": "", "peertube": "https://peer.madiator.cloud/c/blender_dumbass/videos", "activity_pub": {"pub": "-----BEGIN PUBLIC KEY-----\nMIIBIjANBgkqhkiG9w0BAQEFAAOCAQ8AMIIBCgKCAQEAqzwMvWrEKQfGdoyZHn/x\n1XbAxaFagX29NlP7JVC8O7rZWB9jYMzJsn5jWC8+8aWOoBUVDTIY8CZQR+pUiIBc\nBr5XW760pgPGeVCqE50Ts9lhehjr2z+rh0sdeUrNbYyiZ9HB+Wz74M3b08Xde7lj\njzH416uxh1727m+wz04TC4pGOQq4Bzgqyid2RFG44bw150n7QhGwDBqN9vcyS8iR\nJnoUMABFHdu/AhDgoTjHIvXNieNwLKDDfp0a9aWfEEIPxo4SWm9y7azZASZY3KgC\n3JDHvGTtOnGG7nfMSsGSB1gU/vEG0HJ67dOmLt9HQlgkpJCiVYQ4ZuHUWdk1WExA\n7wIDAQAB\n-----END PUBLIC KEY-----\n", "followers": ["https://shark.madiator.com/users/a48b85shv6zk0001", "https://shark.madiator.com/users/a8nizbgfpor600c4", "https://social.dl4ax.radio/users/alexander", "https://mstdn.social/users/lefractal", "https://mitra.social/users/silverpill", "https://mastodon.online/users/blendernation", "https://freundica.de/profile/zeitverschreib", "https://swiss.social/users/rettichschnidi", "https://mastodon.world/users/lesmccann", "https://mstdn.social/users/gwendolenau", "https://sharkey.flauschbereich.de/users/aeeeefmt1fhn0007", "https://mementomori.social/users/levi", "https://mastodon.social/users/schnatterick", "https://mastodon.social/ap/users/115611070628088773", "https://mastodon.social/users/The_Escapist", "https://btfree.social/pub/actors/firesidefedi", "https://cupoftea.social/users/magnetichuman", "https://mastodon.online/users/troler", "https://btfree.social/pub/actors/ozoned", "https://mastodon.social/users/simonwood", "https://mastodon.social/users/rowdyjoe", "https://todon.nl/users/soloojos"]}, "css_posts": "", "css_personal": "", "css_user_global_priority": false, "fandomhood_gifts": {"@blenderdumbass@mastodon.online": 80, "@ozoned@btfree.social": 150, "@rowdyjoe@mastodon.social": 47}, "url": "https://blenderdumbass.org/account/blenderdumbass"}, "thumbnail": "https://blenderdumbass.org/pictures/thumbs/me_insane.jpg", "license": "cc-by-sa", "views": {"amount": 51, "dates": {"2026-01-23": 12, "2026-01-24": 12, "2026-01-25": 3, "2026-01-26": 2, "2026-01-27": 4, "2026-01-28": 1, "2026-01-30": 1, "2026-01-31": 1, "2026-02-05": 1, "2026-02-06": 1, "2026-02-07": 1, "2026-02-08": 7, "2026-02-19": 2, "2026-02-21": 1, "2026-03-07": 1, "2026-04-04": 1}}, "recording": "", "comments": {"comments": [{"id": 0, "activitypub": "https://mastodon.online/users/troler/statuses/115948829700977931", "username": "@troler@mastodon.online", "text": "[@blenderdumbass@blenderdumbass.org](https://blenderdumbass.org/account/blenderdumbass) This article is insanely long for [@blenderdumbass](https://mastodon.online/@blenderdumbass) standards. I don't have enough fandompoints"}, {"id": 1, "activitypub": "https://mastodon.online/users/troler/statuses/115951376762038239", "deleted": true}, {"text": "[@blenderdumbass](https://blenderdumbass.org/account/blenderdumbass)\n\n> I remember the other day on mastodon being bombarded with hate for seemingly no reason what so ever\r\n\r\nI'd like a link to that post", "username": "@troler@mastodon.online", "edited": true, "id": 2, "timestamp": 1769277768.9286394}, {"text": "Now that I am thinking about it. The lyrics of the song *Muse - Resistance* ( which are actually based on the book 1984 ) resonate with me on a different level, given what I came through.\r\n", "username": "blenderdumbass", "id": 3, "timestamp": 1769319598.9646895}, {"text": "> I wanted to have a woman. I wanted to get laid. I wanted to have sex. I wanted to fuck. And that religious thing was one strategy that I could take, that could maybe work, somewhat\r\n\r\nThat is the most Jewish thing I read.", "username": "Troler", "id": 4, "timestamp": 1769546376.2018292}]}, "languages": {}, "hashtags": ["biography", "psychology", "philosophy", "story", "sexuality", "love", "gnu", "linux", "computers", "blender3d"], "not_ai_proof": "", "warning": "", "fandomhood_cost": 110, "tab": "articles", "url": "https://blenderdumbass.org/articles/the_psycho-sexual_analysis_of_blender_dumbass", "likes": ["blenderdumbass", "https://mastodon.online/users/blenderdumbass", "https://mastodon.online/users/troler", "https://mastodon.social/users/moriasrace", "Troler"], "boosts": ["https://mastodon.online/users/blenderdumbass", "https://mastodon.online/users/troler"], "unlocked_fans": {"@blenderdumbass@mastodon.online": 200, "@troler@mastodon.online": 110, "@ozoned@btfree.social": 110}}