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July 25, 2024

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[avatar]by Blender Dumbass

Aka: J.Y. Amihud. A Jewish by blood, multifaceted artist with experience in film-making, visual effects, programming, game development, music and more. A philosopher at heart. An activist for freedom and privacy. Anti-Paternalist. A user of Libre Software. Speaking at least 3 human languages. The writer and director of the 2023 film "Moria's Race" and the lead developer of it's game sequel "Dani's Race".


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For the LibrePlanet 2024 I was preparing very hard to make a very good presentation. This meant that I had to be absent from my job. After the presentation I volunteered to help editing the conference to insure that the recording of my presentation was published in the best possible way. Which was, in my opinion a right thing to do, since they didn't have a good recording of the slides, due to technical stuff. And I was able to spot this mistake and recreate the slides for the recorded part of the presentation. I did that not only for my own presentation. But for the entire "Neptune room". Which had 10 presentations. ↩ Reply

Me being absent from work for so long meant that I was fired. Which was not something I thought was too terrible, because it was relatively simple to get a job. Or so I thought. Since that time I was struggling to keep myself afloat. I got one job in that period of time which I was fired from because of a very stupid technicality. One month the rent for my living space was paid by my dad. I cannot ask him to repeat this. He also provided me with food. I was even visiting a place where they feed near-homeless and homeless people for a penny. All of this was temporary for me since I knew that I had plenty of time in July to find a job and get myself back together. It is not anymore possible. ↩ Reply

At the moment of me typing this I have 20 ILS in my wallet. Which is about $5.5. And I also have 20 British pounds scattered all around my living space. This was my idea of making myself waste less money on food and energy drinks, to which I am addicted. ↩ Reply

There are only 5 days left in this month. And I went to job interview after job interview. From Hotel Reception, to Fast Food and Supermarkets. Nobody wants me. I realize that I may need to be homeless for some time. Which may result in me not being able to publish much new updates for a while. ↩ Reply

How long? I don't know. If I will be able to figure this situation out, maybe there will not be any pause what so ever. But my gut tells me that I will loose the apartment and probably all of my gear. I will probably will no longer have the computer I'm writing this from, since it's a stationary type and not a laptop. And I cannot walk around with it on the street. ↩ Reply

I may also never recover and die on the street. Which is real possibility. If the situation will become truly desperate I may need to commit a small crime to be taken away into prison for a months or two. Which will give me food and shelter at least of some kind. ↩ Reply

But that does not mean that the projects I am making are stopped. It just means that I may not physically be able to continue them for a while. And unless I die I will try to get to a point where I can continue them. ↩ Reply

If you see Dani's Race new update published without a goal. This probably means that I'm about to go to the street. ↩ Reply

Happy Hacking!!! ↩ Reply


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Chloe took it upon herself to edit the porn-film that they've shot, since Sheiny was busy writing the screenplay for the real movie. Chloe was not stupid. She knew how to edit. She knew what the final product should look like better than Sheiny did. And she assisted Sheiny with editing for some time. This should not have been a great challenge for her.


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Conceptually the film is very much like Stanley Kubrick's "The Shinning". It deals with a parent going slowly insane and becoming a threat to the children. Both movies suggest a possibility of a supernatural explanation of the insanity. But the movies are made in such a smart way where there is enough doubt in those supernatural occurrences that you can read it as psychological deterioration only. Which is a very interesting challenge to a filmmaker. And young Spielberg pulled it off.


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