by Blender Dumbass
Aka: J.Y. Amihud. A Jewish by blood, multifaceted artist with experience in film-making, visual effects, programming, game development, music and more. A philosopher at heart. An activist for freedom and privacy. Anti-Paternalist. A user of Libre Software. Speaking at least 3 human languages. The writer and director of the 2023 film "Moria's Race" and the lead developer of it's game sequel "Dani's Race".
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People change. People change! People grow. People adopt. People change their minds about things. People learn new things everyday. People form opinions. People change. And so have I. I notice something rather strange about people that come into contact with me without prior knowledge of what I do and how I think. I remember the other day on mastodon being bombarded with hate for seemingly no reason what so ever. I either said something good about Richard Stallman, or said something slightly too vague about one thing or another. I know I held opinions that I'm not proud of today. I know I probably have opinions right now that I will change in the future. People change.
Therefor I decided that it would be a good idea, both for the sake of my mental health and just as an example of said change, to talk to you about myself. To psycho-sexually analyze what I stand for. What I believe in. And most importantly: how I got to this point. How I changed to be where I am today. Yet, in a strange kind of way I am slightly afraid of strangers when it comes to my psychology. It is my private life, after all. And I don't want to reveal everybody everything about me. The good, the bad and the ugly. And then the ugly, the bad and the good. I don't want to give haters the platform to hate. So I suppose this is the perfect excuse to use the
fediverse gimmick I came up with, the other day. Basically you have to be at least somewhat of a fan of me and / or my work, in order for me to feel okay with sharing with you all this private, highly emotional, stuff. Don't worry about it. If you are a fan, this is going to be a piece of cake for you. The website will just check that you are, and everything is going to be okay. For everybody else, perhaps, this article isn't for you.
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The Psycho-Sexual analysis of Blender Dumbass
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Blender Dumbass
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People change. People change! People grow. People adopt. People change their minds about things. People learn new things everyday. People form opinions. People change. And so have I. I notice something rather strange about people that come into contact with me without prior knowledge of what I do and how I think. I remember the other day on mastodon being bombarded with hate for seemingly no reason what so ever. I either said something good about Richard Stallman, or said something slightly too vague about one thing or another. I know I held opinions that I'm not proud of today. I know I probably have opinions right now that I will change in the future. People change.
Therefor I decided that it would be a good idea, both for the sake of my mental health and just as an example of said change, to talk to you about myself. To psycho-sexually analyze what I stand for. What I believe in. And most importantly: how I got to this point. How I changed to be where I am today. Yet, in a strange kind of way I am slightly afraid of strangers when it comes to my psychology. It is my private life, after all. And I don't want to reveal everybody everything about me. The good, the bad and the ugly. And then the ugly, the bad and the good. I don't want to give haters the platform to hate. So I suppose this is the perfect excuse to use the
fediverse gimmick I came up with, the other day. Basically you have to be at least somewhat of a fan of me and / or my work, in order for me to feel okay with sharing with you all this private, highly emotional, stuff. Don't worry about it. If you are a fan, this is going to be a piece of cake for you. The website will just check that you are, and everything is going to be okay. For everybody else, perhaps, this article isn't for you.
#biography #psychology #philosophy #story #sexuality #love #gnu #linux #computers #blender3d
PeerTube | Optimization Nightmare when it comes to UPBGE Gamedev | Dani's Race | Blender 3D | Python
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Blender Dumbass
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Working to make a game which is very hard to optimize a bit more respectable when it comes to performance. Which is easier said than done. This video is a journey of pain that is optimization in UPBGE ( the game engine chosen for Dani's Race ).
Featuring a new soundtracks for Dani's Race called "Light Driving" ( and another one with no proper title yet ) done using soundfont "Touhou" cc-by by Team Shanghai Alice. The tracks themselves are CC-BY-SA and for now a test version of them are available on my mastodon.
The video includes ( at 01:18:53 ) a section from the livestream of
LogalDeveloper that happened on his Owncast on 02/05/2025.
#DanisRace #Optimization #MoriasRace #Game #UPBGE #blender3d #programming #project #gamedev #freesoftware #gnu #linux #opensource
Never Trust Proprietary Software With Security
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There is a person on the inter-webs, who dedicated himself to reviews on security devices. His name is Lock Picking Lawyer and he showcases how secure real life locks are. In his
video 1543 he reviewed a rather peculiar security feature on a lock from ABUS. Which is strengthening itself not by building some clever mechanism that is hard to bypass, but rather, uses law, to make bypassing it more illegal than it already is. They made the key-way ( and by extension the key ) to be shaped as the trademarked logo of the company. Therefor producing or distributing blanks for this lock would be a violation of the trademark law. Using
proprietary software for security is doing the same mistake as trusting this lock by ABUS.
#freesoftware #userfreedom #malware #security #privacy #gnu #linux #opensource
UPBGE - What is Depsgraph? And How to Optimize for Depsgraph?
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Blender Dumbass
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You see things like "Physics", "Logic" and even "
Rasterizer" and you immediately understand what you need to do to optimize you game. But "Depsgraph"?... It looks like a mysterious thing that nobody knows nothing about. Yet is it one the most problematic things there is in your game. And you are going mad just trying to figure it out.
#DanisRace #MoriasRace #Game #Gamedev #UPBGE #blender3d #animation #GTAClone #programming #python #project #performance #depsgraph
The Untapped Market for Indie Game Developers
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I'm the stupidest man alive. Back in 2021 or so I wrote
an article on Odysee where I basically outlined my plan to do
Dani's Race, my
libre open world game. Yet while the idea is descent and the game turned out to be quite fun, I completely disregarded any considerations when it comes to the market. I didn't think about who might want to play it.
#gaming #games #gamedev #indiegames #libresoftware #gnu #linux #freesoftware #opensource
Dani's Race
Pinned
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Blender Dumbass
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Continuing the saga of
Moria and Dani, Dani's Race is a Free / Libre Software video game that aims to compete with AAA titles.
#DanisRace #MoriasRace #Game #UPBGE #blender3d #animation #GTAClone #programming #project
The Paradox of Tolerance is Real, Look at Israel
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Blender Dumbass
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People like to pretend that everything is simple. That every problem has a straight forward, easy solution. That the
paradox of tolerance is not real, because you could simply look at it a bit differently and it magically disappears, or something. People claim a soothing claim that all you need to do to make the paradox go away is to think of it as a "social contract".
If you are not willing to tolerate, you are not tolerated. But I happened to live in Israel...
#tolerance #paradoxoftolerance #israel #palestine #politics #philosophy
Flow ( 2024 ) deserves the Oscar
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Blender Dumbass
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I don't know if you know but
Flow was in fact done using Blender. At the 2024th Blender Conference the head of the animation department on the film
Silly-PΓ©lissier LΓ©o even
presented a talk about this.
( available on PeerTube )
Let that sink in.
#flow #cat #cats #animation #blender #blender3d #b3d #oscars #GintsZilbalodis #film #review #movies #cinemastodon
Part 3: Developing a Way to do Action Scenes Without Money
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Since the
last post in this series the project I've been working on became way more ambitious. The original problem I was trying to solve, was figuring out how to use computer graphics ( mainly
Blender ) to cut costs for an action scene in a movie I'm developing. It has cars, so the idea was to try to render some CG cars into real life footage. You can go read
Part 2 to see my attempts at this sort of thing.
#vfx #cgi #cars #blender3d #blender #b3d #movies #filmmaking
PeerTube | Making Addon Karts for SuperTuxKart
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As you probably have guessed by my username, I know Blender. And I also know how to make
SuperTuxKart addons. So I decided to make a Fedi-based series of tutorials explaining how I go from zero to a finished addon. This first part focuses on Karts ( since they are a bit simpler).
#supertuxkart #gamedev #freesoftware #tux #karting #racing #game #modding #addons #blender3d #b3d #tutorial #peertube #fediverse #opensource
The Challenge of Writing NPC Characters for Games
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I'm developing a game called
Dani's Race, which is supposed to be a
GTA clone. A game where you can run around a city and cause all kinds of mayhem. And a humongous part of the experience of such a sandbox world simulator are the reactions from the in-game non-playable characters. If you steal a car, what will be the reaction of the driver? What will the police in the game do? What will other drivers do if you hit them on the road? All of this is a part of my daily problem-solving when working on Dani's Race.
#DanisRace #MoriasRace #GameDev #FreeSoftware #Gnu #Linux #OpenSource #GtaClone #Programming #UPBGE #blender3d
The Paradox of The Paradox of Tolerance
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Blender Dumbass
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For me personally the word "Tolerance" means something akin to patience. Therefor I don't understand how we arrived at using this word to talk about Freedom. I have already
written an article suggesting that it is perhaps a wrong word to use, and something like "Hate" or "Lack of Hate" would be a much better word to describe contemporary politics. But then I keep hearing about this concept called
The Paradox of Tolerance which has to do something with the current way the word "Tolerance" is used. But if the word itself is incorrect, how should the paradox make any sense? It is like we are having the paradox of the paradox of tolerance here.
#paradox #philosophy #freedom #tolerance #politics #TheParadoxOfTolerance #KarlPopper
Making Breakable Cars in Video Games
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Blender Dumbass
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We all love some mayhem when it comes to playing games. And nothing makes car games more satisfying than damage models. RockStar Games understood it early on, and all GTA games have breakable cars. Today some of the most popular car games
like BeamNG.drive holding on a realism of damage models almost solely. And therefor for me, making
Dani's Race any other way, would have not been a good idea. I knew I had to make the cars in my game breakable.
#DanisRace #MoriasRace #Game #Gamedev #UPBGE #blender3d #animation #GTAClone #programming #project #cars #damage #Gnu #Linux #Freesoftware #OpenSource
So I Cleaned Up Some Spaghetti from Dani's Race Code
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Blender Dumbass
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A few days ago I had told you that I'm stopping with making the police station in my game
Dani's Race because it had a
Spaghetti Code Problem. The
main() function in the
Main_Update.py file was 1683 lines of code long and contained way too many things in it. At the moment, the same function is down to 641 lines of code. This is still way too much stuff in the
main() but this is a hell of a lot of reduction.
#DanisRace #MoriasRace #GameDev #FreeSoftware #Gnu #Linux #OpenSource #GtaClone #Programming #Python #SpaghettiCode #UPBGE #blender3d
Is Blender's DOGWALK Even Libre?
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Blender Dumbass
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It seems like the project is meant to show that they understand the frustrations of people who didn't understand where the Game Engine was gone. And in the same time, to develop / polish Blender in regards to game development.
The question stands though:
Is DOGWALK even Libre?
#blender3d #b3d #dogwalk #game #gaming #godot #freesoftware #libre #opensource
The Copyright Mentality
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A large majority of people confuse
privacy with
data protection. And lately I'm noticing an uproar of ideologies that claim to be pro-freedom in one way or another, but which threaten freedom as a whole. I think there is a certain
copyright mentality to them. Certain misunderstanding of
ownership which makes fighting for freedom more complex.
#copyright #endCopyright #copyleft #libre #piracy #privacy #dataProtection #AI #AiArt #philosophy
Is Lars Von Trier Really an Edge Lord?
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Blender Dumbass
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There is a certain sense among cinephiles that the danish filmmaker
Lars Von Trier is nothing but an edge lord, making his films simply as a sort of pornography designed to outrage people. It does not help his case that his films are some of the hardest films to watch. And it doesn't help that his movies tend to touch upon uncomfortable things in very uncomfortable ways. Yet I don't believe Lars Von Trier does any of that for laughs.
#LarsVonTrier #filmmaking #film #movies #cinema #cinemastodon #horror #philosophy
Why Age Verification cannot work even for its intended use?
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Short answer
People are stupid. But seriously, even though we have a lot of talk about why Age Verification laws are bad ( for human rights ) and how we can fight against them (
EFF just made a comprehensive guide on the issue ) nobody seems to realize the underlying logical fallacy, or multitudes of them, that even brought us to this point to begin with.
#ageverification #pivacy #age #kids #development #philosophy #law #stupidity #stupid
Part 2: Developing a Way to do Action Scenes Without Money
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Blender Dumbass
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So a real cinema movie project is being developed, and
as explained in my previous article about it I don't have the money to shoot a real chase scene. Instead I gonna use CGI as much as possible, to cut down the costs ( but not my sanity ).
#vfx #cgi #cars #blender3d #blender #b3d #movies #filmmaking
$500 Billion Industry That Causes Not Only The Loss Of Freedom But Also Increases Anxiety
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It is
estimated that by 2030 the child-surveillance industry will grow to $500 billion. An industry that capitalizes on bogus fears and causes anxiety in parents and children ( for different reasons ). And an industry that is both directly and indirectly causing the privacy nightmare that we are experiencing. On many levels the industry itself is causing much more damage than good. Here is a short summary of the damages it is causing and how to deal with them.
#privacy #surveillance #freedom #philosophy #kids #letgrow #freerangekids #paternalism #MentalHealth
How To Spot An Evil Law?
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Blender Dumbass
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"They are taking a mild issue and trying to fix it with absolute apocalypse!" - this became a sentence I like to repeat in various comment sections since I
calculated the impact of mass surveillance on well-being of the population. Even in relation to murder, a huge problem, even in relation to the worst offenders in this category, murder is a mild issue, compared to the absolute apocalypse that is total mass surveillance. If you are not convinced, click on that link and go see my calculations for yourself.
#philosophy #law #freedom
Humans are all fucking stupid
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Nobody knows everything. The top scientists don't know everything. The science is incomplete. The
GΓΆdel's incompleteness theorems show that even something as basic as math ( which we rely on to understand the rest of the world ) is incomplete. And probably logically dubious as well. We can't know everything.
#humans #stupid #philosophy #development #science #childhood #kids
Developing a Way to do Action Scenes Without Money
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Blender Dumbass
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I'm in the middle of developing a movie in which there is a car chase. You know me
I can't live without a car chase. But this time I'm trying to make the movie properly. By "infiltrating the movie industry" as some people suggested to call it. Which means ( since I live in Israel ) I need to write something that is possible to do in Israel. Getting $40 million to shoot a first feature film in Israel is not something that I can expect to happen. So instead I need to come up with something else.
#vfx #cgi #cars #blender3d #blender #b3d #movies #filmmaking
WTF is Hunderds of Beavers 2025 by Mike Cheslik?
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Blender Dumbass
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Wow, what an acid trip. The film ( if you can call it that )
Hundreds of Beavers by
Mike Cheslik starring
Ryland Tews and
Olivia Graves is one of the coolest drug-less high moments of comedy cinema. It feels just coherent enough to be called a movie, and just crazy enough to be considered a 2 hour long low budget YouTube sketch.
#hundredsOfBeavers #film #movies #cinemastodon #comedy
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